so for the first time since i made my myspace i finally emptied out all the messages to today, i guess the limit is somewhere around 1700. Thats allot of messages, i remember back in the day using myspace allot to talk to people and etc. but in deleting all the messages i remembered allot of memories and etc. in high school that weren't so bad, but looking back there were so many things that were obvious me seeing noe that i wonder if they were obvious to me back then, like all the people that actually liked me that i had no idea liked me and etc. but i wonder how much of my life i actually had on myspace, in deleting all those messages i realized, allot of the first time for things happening to me happened on myspace, like the first time i was hit on by a gay guy, i diddn't freak out or anything like you might think, i just sorta ignored that he was gay and acted like he was a normal guy, kinda surprising i tend to think of myself as an asshole when i was younger, but i guess i was still a bit the same. There were allot of people that i was pretty close to when i was younger that seem very distant now. I wonder how much i've changed since then, when i tend to run into people they always seem to say that i never change, i wonder if thats a good thing? or if i've changed just less than most, or if they just don't notice that i've changed. But after nuking all of my inbox, i kinda wondered what happened to myspace, i think its still the same as it was for the generation that was my age back then, atleast watching my little brother on it 24/7 kidna reminds me of how i was back when i was myspace "legal age" i was on all the time talking to people, and rarely did much else other than listening to music. I guess maybe my little bro is more like me than i think, i just tend to not recall how much i was actually into myspace originally, but then again i did go through allot of phases, redneck-nerd-skater-nerd-nerd-nerd yeah i'm pretty much just a nerd now but still, deleting all my myspace inbox just sorta made me a little sentimental i guess. but yeah first time actually posting something here in a long time, i could get sentimental about xanga since i did make this when i was around 13 or 14 but i never really used xanga much, not many people read it. Even now i know not many people read it, i just sorta use it to express thoughts and etc. that i'm having at the moment.
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